Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Alaina

I was sure by now

God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day

But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls

I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"

And as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise the God who gives

And takes away

And I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

For You are who You are

No matter where I am

And every tear I've cried

You hold in Your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is torn

I will praise You in this storm

I remember when

I stumbled in the wind

You heard my cry to you

And you raised me up again

My strength is almost gone

How can I carry on

If I can't find You

But as the thunder rolls

I barely hear You whisper through the rain

"I'm with you"

And as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise the God who gives

And takes away
I lift my eyes unto the hills

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord

The Maker of Heaven and Earth


~Casting Crowns; Praise You In This Storm





Alaina, I miss you so much my dear friend. I can't begin to describe the hurt and pain I feel right now knowing I'll never see you here on this earth again. My heart is aching so much for Josh right now, I don't even know what to say. What you two had was more than perfect and I still can't believe it's gone. I'm going to miss everything about you, my sweet friend, especially your brightness that you brought to my life. The way you lived and your life always challenged me to be sure of what I believe so I would be able to give an answer to anyone who asks, of the hope that is in me! I've been praying so hard for your mom, your dad, Kelsey, Jacob, all of the Beasleys and closest friends you left behind almost every waking moment. In the deepest moments of grief and pain in the hearts of His children, I believe God weeps with us. I know His heart is breaking for Josh, for your family, for the Beasleys, and for your dearest friends.

I praise you God, for You are sovereign. You see the whole picture even if I don't.

May I trust in YOU, knowing that you are faithful

and will "work all things for good to those who love you."

"the LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD."

Job 1:21


I love you girl and I can't wait to see you in Heaven!


and one more final thing...I am wishing that you could play more basketball.


(this was Alaina's final facebook status message...)

9 comments:

  1. what came to my mind was the song by Steven Curtis Chapman, "With Hope."

    My prayers are with Josh and both families and friends...what a hard thing to go through.

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  2. That is a very fitting song for this post, Grace.
    What a heart-wrenching thing for Josh and their families to face.........but I know that the Lord will comfort and sustain them in the days ahead!! He is truly our shelter in times of trouble.

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  3. Grace,

    I could not have thought of a better thing to post right now. I do not know the Beasleys very well, and I did not know Alaina, but I can only amagine the sorrow in their families and friends. I will be praying for them and also for you as you go through this difficult time. The Lord knows what he is doing and wants all of your trust in Him.

    Your sister in Christ,
    Addie Ridge

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  4. What a beautiful post Grace! Alaina would've loved it! My heart goes out to both families and especially Josh.....what he must be going through! What a comfort to know that even in the hard times...we never walk alone! I pray that both families will find their comfort and strength in the One who walks with them.

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  5. What fitting pictures and song, Grace. Thanks.

    grieving with you...

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  6. Oh....Grace THANK-YOU! It's a beautiful post, with beautiful pictures, and the perfect song to go with it! Thank-you SO.... much for posting it Grace! You honored Alaina's life with it in such a beautiful way! She was always reaching out, and letting Jesus touch others through her, and you were only one of the many lives she touched! We will all miss her terribly, but Praise the Lord that we do not grieve without a hope! She'll meet us at the gate!

    Love You Sis!
    Bekah

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  7. Oh gosh Grace, this is incredible. Good job dear. I'm praying for you...

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  8. Beautiful, Grace. We continue to pray as part of the body of Christ. . . when one is hurting, we weep too.

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  9. This is beautiful. I'm crying. I'm still asking, "Why?!" and I have no answers. Just a dull throb.
    But God is still God. Thanks for the reminder...

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